<<Looking back, at sunsets on the eastside, we lost track, of the time>>

Today, I told my mom, "mother, I think there is something wrong with me", she asked, "what?"
"This guy who works in this store I frequent, told me he's seen me around in college, I think i sat next to him today but I'm not sure, because I cannot remember his face, I have trouble remembering some people's faces".
She replied, "don't worry honey, I'm like that too".

oook. My mom is going on 60, and I much younger. I fail to justify why on Earth I would not be sure of what someone's face looks like. How could I not recognize someone's face?. Then again, this guy is very generic looking. He has shaved his head, he needs hair for me to remember him!.
I can remember people who have faces with sharp features, but a generic looking person? No.
And that basically makes me feel socially wrong. I might just need to pay more attention,
Oh, and to get glasses. It's been a year since I started looking blurry at a distance.

While I've been there, I love food way to much to give in. Thou I ended up being only 128 pounds and I'm 5' 10" And everyone told me I looked like a 100 pounds and this bugged me, so i took a pic of myself, and thought I still look good dont care, but then the bf started tellin me to eat cause was loosing breasts and hips, which was true, but I was such I rebel that I decided to go against everyone and stay like that....Then I went back home and gained my weight back now i'm healthy 140 pounds, don't look half bad!

I never lost the weight cause i wanted to be thin, it wasn't on purpose, but I was a college student living on campus, an I can't cook, so I often forgot to eat, my only strong meal was dinner cause my friends and I usually had dinner every night together but I didn;t mean to lose the weight.

Anyways, I was googling some pics of the lovely Jessica Stam, cause I'm a fan of hers, and cam accross this website:


http://www.xanga.com/I_wAnT_PeRfEcTiOn17


The girl hasn't updated in a while, I wonder is she's already dead.

Here are some Excerpts that disgust me a bit:

"Hi gurls! Today has been great!

Heres my intake:

B-nothing(0)

L-nothing(0)

Snacks-Nothing(0)

Drinks-Water and diet coke(0)

I will update my dinner intake later

Today in P.E i almost fainted!

Does anyone know how to stop that?

People are getting suspicous!"

Her friends wish her luck and tell her to drink a protein bar or water so that she doesn't faint!!


It's ridiculous! she eats nothing! And she has this pic spams called Thinspo

I don't know


I was thinking of Cassie from Skins while checking her page.


Girl needs help!

My prom was so cool, and lovely, and I wont ever forget it, all of the guests showed up, and even when the disco wasnt that good, the night was great!, There were certain things I didnt like, but doesnt matter.
While presenting myself to the audience on the stairs I think I walked way to fast, oops...well I had so much fun! ^^

Still trying to figure out how to post pics here